self isolation in the rain

It’s raining and I’m crying
feverishly searching for a quote to match my mood like it’s my 1st dance with this feeling
A twinge of happiness, a short smile
the pain of being alone with someone
I cried then, myself to sleep
– those were different tears
the ones that drip down my face like the rain on my window are a release
I love the rain
The sound it made on the pop up trailer during the summers when I was young
The way it cleanses everything and gives it life
I wonder from time to time if this is what I needed
I hope to embrace this time I have
– Alone
I make lists
I check things off
I get things done.

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